So Eva and I just picked up Joy from Gerasdorf. Its 12:00 at night, and we pull into a parking spot. I take Joy to go peet at a nearby patch of grass. At that same moment, Eva drops a wine bottle (That she and Gerd had bought...yes, im pretty sure that whole anti alchohol thing of her is a schmee; Lie! Im almost 90 percent sure she drinks with the old man. So anyway, a wine bottle falls on the floor and breaks. I start laughing because the people across the street stared at her in a funny way because Eva had jumped up in te air, and when fat people do that, its looks rather funny. She starts yelling at me at how Im a compleate retard and that im very stupid. Apparently she had just sevearly hurt her toe...broken it, and sliced open her leg, which was bleeding heavily. Funny thing is that I didnt see a drop of blood! She limped up the stairs to the appartment and runs to the bathroom because she had to sterilize it with alchohol peroxide, etc. I go to check on her 30 seconds after she had gone into the bathroom. To my suspicion, the door is locked! From the outside, just by twistig the knob, I was able to open the door and asked ''is everything ok?''. She had apparently just jumped in the shower and when she saw my face peeking in, opened the shower curtain to squirt me. I closed the door until it was a jar and asked her what her problem was through the tiney crack. She reponded by squirting me again and yelling at me. I thought I was just being nice. She gets out a few minutes later, buts on her vlothes, and tells us shes going to the hospital to see a surgeon! I quickly tell her that Ill come and accompany her. At that remark she yells ''NO YOU WONT''. Leon looks confused and askes her ''Why cant she go and help you''? She doesnt respong, limps to the door, and slams it! I run after her and about 2 seconds later I open the door. Well, apparently as soon as she had closed the door, she was able to walk normally again. I wasnt able to run after her because I didnt have my shoes on, and she was gone by then. She calls Leon 5 minutes later and yells at him for an unknown reason. I try calling her 10 seconds after she hung up, and as usual, she doesnt pick up my phone. Now, I have a little suspicion. I never ever saw one drop of blood on her, nor did I see a swollen toe. I know by the speed at which she ran away from the door that it was no big injury. Given the facts above, and the fact that she took a shower right befor hand, I would take a wild guess and say shes went to visit GERD! I find it fucking annoying that she refuses to answer her phone and tell us exacly whats up. Youd think if she went to the hospital, she wouldnt leave her family in the dark...right?! Im guessing shes not coming back tonight. Im seriously fucking tires of being lied at EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!! Does she not see the negative psychological affects lying can have on peoples children! She of all people should have known this given that shes a psychotherapist. But no, this is all relativley unimportant to her. She doesnt give a damn about that! Pardon for the strong language but I an seriously fed up with this shit. Everytime I ignore it and forget that it ever happened, but this is one time to many. IM FUCKING PISSED OFF AT HER NOW! If she wants so badley to see Gerd, then just tell us. We would like to know when she comes home aswell! If shes at the hospital for the whole night, as she claims, then Leon and I will not be able to sleep all night worrying about how our mothers toe surgery is going. She doesnt care about anyone by herself sometimes! Im just really tired of being ''Verarsched '' by her, as they say in austria. In this scense it means
a combination of ''mocking anf making a fool of''...pretty much shes degrading our intelligence, thinking that we are so retarded as to really believe her stories.
Im sick of this shit. Ive given up any hope that she may infact change, because if anything, its gotten worse throughout the year. She has now shown her true self...the one Kearn always talked about which I thought did not exist. Well, I can now confirm 100 percent, that Eva is a Sociaopath!
Thats is all I have to say right now. Its 1:05. Im going to bed...and NO, shes not home yet!
Its not nice to leave your family in the dark..literally and figurativley!
Hi Sassi,
ReplyDeleteHas the mystery been solved -- hospital or late-night rendez-vous? At least you're no longer in the literal dark - did Eva return with stiches or a cast? It's a shame to have to worry all night when you're not even sure that there was an actual injury, and I hope everything is all right now.
How is the weather in Vienna now? We've had some hot days in July, but right now it's beautiful with a lovely cool breeze making things comfortable. We won't need a fan or AC tonight. Tomorrow Mireille and Allen and Sparrow are coming to Nutley for the weekend. Mom and I will be happy to have some company in the house, and the cool weather makes it easier to have company in our house, as they are used to an air conditioned apartment.
Then, the following weekend, we are babysitting Boden, Adam's cat, for a few days. Jill and Adam are going to Maine for the weekend for a Baker family reunion. On the way home, they are picking up a new kitten in New Hampshire. The new kitten will be called Magnus. He will be Boden's new companion. Adam and Jill like having two cats, and they have missed Zarley a lot following his trajic death. Jill won't be coming to Cape Charles because she wants to stay with the new kitten and be sure he doesn't get lonely. We're all anxious to meet him. I hope he likes dogs, or at least one cute little dog (me)!
By the way, did you read about the Austrian guy who was allowed to use a photo of himself wearing a colander as driver's license photo? He calls himself a "pastafarian" and claims that the strainer he is wearing is the official religious headgear of his religion. It sounds like a pretty cool religion to me!
Well, I have to go take a nap now. Stay focused on the positive things going on in your life. We're very proud to think you will one day be a doctor.